| Today |
[Nov. 8th, 2006|03:56 pm] |
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Today is a nice day. I had a lovely time with my wife and a best friend named Crono. We went out to the Locust St. bar. It was quiet there, the same sports on. I want to someday own an establishment with liquor and something for my guest to do. I think its called an entertainment center that is a restaurant. It has been a long time since I posted here. |
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| work |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|09:37 pm] |
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Heya, I was blessed with an idea that is cool. I could become an aviator engineer. Motivate me please. The Money ROFL LOL |
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| These Days |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|01:00 am] |
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Today has been swell as this month has. Partners and myself work hard to be happy and party hard. So this month is a good start to this misterious year. It feels ghostly however. Hopeful like a spirit that has a body. Yet a mystery that is far from normal. Getting femme every day, I hope it gets better. Having my friends has been the best thing to me and I want more time together. |
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| Sigh |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|11:42 pm] |
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I'm so bored of feeling like I don't inspire joy within Locke. We live together, we eat together, sometimes do stuff together. I feel like I'm not enough or too much. I feel tired of feeling left out. I'm tired of people telling me that I'm not right or they need to be away. I've come to a conclusion that I'm tired of these interaction. I feel uncertain of my own worth. Like I feel bad and feeling bad always concludes to the same situation. I get isolated and I feel detractive. I'm spiraling in a cycle of depression and its crippling my thoughts, body, and love. I just want to be comfortable again. |
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| Being happy with myself for a lot longer |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|02:15 pm] |
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I think I'll suceed with not being afraid. I lost a lot of motivaton to treat myself. So my mind hasn't been the healthiest. Ya know I dun want it. So now I try to be good to myself again. I have problem being alone and detached from people and I hope my therapist can help. I would like to meet people who enjoy my company. I am pleasured with sharing life so thats what I'll do instead of being depressed...yay! So I've been talking to other pokemon enthusiast on LJ. I really enjoy it. I'd enjoy most forums about games I like. A website went down and she helped me with a new resorce. That was really nice. And I went to my doctor today for anti-depressants to help me help myself. I always feel bad for being dependent, but do I have a choice to be productive...Nope. So this has got to be better, ya know like getting exp. after a victory. |
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